unsettled

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 I've been trying to take myself on a journey.  

I am living a good life.  I have a stable job.  I have healthy, happy children.  I have a partner who loves me.  I live in a beautiful home, and I have a small but amazing group of friends.

But I feel like something is missing.  I feel like I am just putting in time - but until what?  

I've been listening to this amazing podcast - this girl has the drive and passion to make me feel motivated to find a passion, to find something that I'm missing.  But I have NO idea what that is!  What makes me tick?  What drives me?  Why do I feel like I need to do something more?

Howwwwww do I find that missing puzzle piece?

Check out my girl Kacia if you're looking to get motivated too!  https://www.kaciafitzgerald.com/blog/

And if you have ANY idea on how to help me find that passion and drive, reach out!  Slide into my messages!

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