bad bloggie.
So, Christmas and New Years has come and gone, and before I knew it, January was almost behind us too. Today we sit not much differently than we did when I last posted. We are still working our way through the dark, while battling the emotions that come along with this new pregnancy. I will be 17 weeks pregnant on Sunday. I'm still having a hard time connecting to this pregnancy, I think mostly at this point because there isn't a lot of movement yet. Until that happens, I will be that paranoid, crazy, pregnant lady who can't think that anything is going right. Every one of my appointments so far has been wonderful, with a strong heartbeat, and I also have seen baby at every appointment with the small ultrasound machine that they keep in the room. So, I know that things are fine, but my mental state just won't let me go there until this baby arrives healthy & happy. Alex is doing wonderfully. Smarter by the day, and as sweet as ever. I registered him for