bad bloggie.

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So, Christmas and New Years has come and gone, and before I knew it, January was almost behind us too.  Today we sit not much differently than we did when I last posted.  We are still working our way through the dark, while battling the emotions that come along with this new pregnancy.

I will be 17 weeks pregnant on Sunday.  I'm still having a hard time connecting to this pregnancy, I think mostly at this point because there isn't a lot of movement yet.  Until that happens, I will be that paranoid, crazy, pregnant lady who can't think that anything is going right.  Every one of my appointments so far has been wonderful, with a strong heartbeat, and I also have seen baby at every appointment with the small ultrasound machine that they keep in the room.  So, I know that things are fine, but my mental state just won't let me go there until this baby arrives healthy & happy.

Alex is doing wonderfully.  Smarter by the day, and as sweet as ever.  I registered him for "big" school last week.  Eeeks.  How is it possible that he's old enough for that already?

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