outnumbered

i live in a house full of men.  the hubs, the kid, even the cat.  after cleaning and doing laundry for 3 hours, i went in our room, sat down on the bed, and tried to imagine what life would have been like if we had brought jenna home from the hospital and i wasn't so frigging outnumbered.  i couldn't even picture it.  i sat on that bed for about a half hour, and just talked to her picture.  maybe someday, in the not so distant future, i'll be not so outnumbered.

and here we go with the other kiddo.. most of my blog writing focuses on the way i feel about what happened, and the unimaginable road of grief and healing that we are on.... but at the same time, on top of all these emotions, i still have to be a mom to the most wondeful little boy there is.

so, because it was a big day... first day of preschool was yesterday.  here's my proud as punch kid.  i hope that he continues to look forward to school as much as he did this day.

oh.. and we start sunday school tomorrow morning.  lots going on!