good and bad.

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Today started out on a great note. I was feeling good, my cold is on the mend, and I had sent Alex to the sitter today so that I could get some work done on the move. I got some of the work done, and then, like a freight train, the sadness came bearing down on me. I shed alot of tears, and got alot out. I just hate feeling so sad all the time. I miss when I used to be happy.

I've been trying so hard to keep a smile on, and act strong that when I do fall apart, I feel like a total wreck.

Oh well.. that's the bad part I guess.

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