alex surprised everyone and put his costume on.. didnt' want anything to do with the pumpkin, but he looked freakin' cute as a little monkey.. we couldn't have had a costume that fit his personality better.
i'm having a hard time lately coming up with ideas to blog about. things are relatively easy and quiet with my life these days. which is very unsettling for me. so today, it's not much of a post. more of a check in. to remind myself of the things i've gone through. the things i've done. this blog really has become a place of reflection. i go back and read the early posts. how naive, and silly i sounded in my 20's. to how sad and jaded i became after the loss of my beautiful daughter. to where i am now. a divorced mom of two boys, in the midst of her 30's, learning to love again. life's short my friends. love hard, laugh a lot, take in the beauty of every day, no matter how hard it is to find it sometimes.
so, today i did absolutely nothing.. i sat in front of the tv pretty much all day! mark took me out for supper and then i hit the grocery store (without having to drag a carseat.. how i miss those days!), came home, had a hot bath with a glass of wine, and am off to bed to watch a movie. tomorrow i am getting my hair cut and going to go out for lunch.. then off to get the babes! :)
tomorrow marks my first day back to work since july 6th. i'm nervous about going back and facing customers who still don't know what happened, but very much looking forward to it at the same time. i love my job, and can't wait to get back to a routine. i'm only going back one day a week until october, and then will be back full time october 4th. we are very fortunate here in canada to still be entitled to 15 weeks of maternity leave after a pregnancy loss after 20 weeks. there are no available earnings so they will deduct whatever i make dollar for dollar but it's worth it to go back to work. i could stay off until the beginning of november on mat leave, and then if i wanted to, take an additional 15 weeks of sick leave, but i want to get back to work so that i can start building up my hours again so when we start trying for another baby, i can re-claim maternity leave. will let you know how it goes tomorrow. i'm doubtful that i'll sleep much tonight t...
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